It feels like I just landed yesterday, but honestly it has been about 4 days. I'm not ready to go back to Georgia (home number 1) but high school won't finish itself. I did what I cam here to do, and that was college visits. I went to San Francisco State (LOVED), then San Jose (HATED) and Sonoma and Fresno.
So many people are afraid to leave home after high school; they will choose colleges near by and close to home but not me. Why wouldn't you want to get as far away from everyone as fast as you can? Maybe I'm bitter about high school because I didn't have the best friends, or best grades, but wouldn't you want to meet new people and not constantly run into everyone you know? I want to be able to create a new me when I go to college and not have people constantly making me feel like I can't change. Maybe I'm more accepting to such a big change (like moving across the country for college) because I did it last year for 6 months, or maybe because I just have this constant fascination with completely changing my life around, and because of that I will probably not find myself having a stable boyfriend all that often (which is okay with me).
But for now, Hope if waiting for me and since I don't have my car here I get to whip around in my dads BMW, what more could a girl ask for?
Xoxo
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