So, I've Committed

This is it! I have committed to Sonoma State University in Nor Cal. I could not be more excited about making the beautiful wine country my new home! I am paying my dues today and will hopefully get my housing contract on Friday so that I can get a place that I like. I am very nervous about possible roommates being kind of weird but Sonoma is no Georgia Southern so hopefully most of the people that go there will be down to earth and laid back. As long as I have a place with my own room and bathroom though, I will be A OK. 

I have to make my way back to the lady doctor for a lower abdominal ultrasound... I am so excited (said no one ever). The good news is that I hopefully don't work at all this week and I can actually rest and stay off my feet, except when I am working out. I leave for California super soon and I am going to color my hair lighter, visit Sonoma, and see an old friend or two. Time off is exactly what I need right now after so much school work and work work. My 8 hour shift Saturday absolutely killed me, but I am recovering other than the fact that I am completely not reacting to my birth control.

For now I am watching Bates Motel and I am telling you now it is rather f'ed up. It is rather mind boggling and makes you feel super weird about things yet here I am like 4 episodes later still watching it. Maybe I should change back to Desperate Housewives or read Divergent... yeah Divergent sounds amazing actually.

xoxo

Until Next Time...

The beautiful, Golden Gate Bridge

Never in my wildest dreams did I see myself going back and forth between California and Georgia, but look at me now. Currently on the flight home and not yet ready to leave, but high school won't finish itself. My life in California definitely has me way more mesmerized than Georgia, it is way more surreal and movie - like than the 'ol south. I grew up in Georgia but that doesn't mean my heart doesn't long for a city life and streets filled with hippies. Of course, some things people categorize with San Francisco aren't true, but you'll find that anywhere you go My mom lives in Georgia and my dad in California, hence why I go back and forth. I spent 6 months in San Francisco last year, and came back to the south for some reason beyond me (well, it was for my mom mostly, it's hard not having her next to me everyday). Its not that I regret my choice to move back, but if I could change my mind, I would. Granted I have made a couple good friends and have a solid job and grades right now, but it isn't anything that I couldn't have obtained in California. On the bright side, I will be going back for college because why not get as far away from people as I can? I have dreams for my college life and it does not include running into anyone from school.

It won't be long until I'm back at my 2nd home; just next month I will be making this trip once more. It is a long an exhausting flight, but any time spent out here is time not wasted.

Until next time, xoxo

I'm coming home

It feels like I just landed yesterday, but honestly it has been about 4 days. I'm not ready to go back to Georgia (home number 1) but high school won't finish itself. I did what I cam here to do, and that was college visits. I went to San Francisco State (LOVED), then San Jose (HATED) and Sonoma and Fresno.

So many people are afraid to leave home after high school; they will choose colleges near by and close to home but not me. Why wouldn't you want to get as far away from everyone as fast as you can? Maybe I'm bitter about high school because I didn't have the best friends, or best grades, but wouldn't you want to meet new people and not constantly run into everyone you know? I want to be able to create a new me when I go to college and not have people constantly making me feel like I can't change. Maybe I'm more accepting to such a big change (like moving across the country for college) because I did it last year for 6 months, or maybe because I just have this constant fascination with completely changing my life around, and because of that I will probably not find myself having a stable boyfriend all that often (which is okay with me).

But for now, Hope if waiting for me and since I don't have my car here I get to whip around in my dads BMW, what more could a girl ask for?

Xoxo