All over

So today was my last day ever of high school and sweet baby jesus I am so done! I've been thinking back over the past couple of years and everything that has molded me into who I am today and honestly don't regret things I have done, but wish I did let myself go a little more often. I guess the few times that I did let my hair down things went wrong, and so it made me feel as though I can't be that type of girl. This summer will be different though; I want to experience new things and maybe go a little out of my comfort zone sometimes. It has to be good for the soul to branch out, right? Even if I make some rather risky choices, they will be good learning experiences so that I can have myself under control in college. I don't want another boring summer, I have plenty of those under my belt. I just need to keep myself busy and do things that are actually fun instead of sitting at home all day every day eating more than my body can handle. I will spend some time reading in my eno and hanging out with the people that make my soul happy before going out to California. 

Here's to a crazy fun filled summer

xx

Until Next Time...

The beautiful, Golden Gate Bridge

Never in my wildest dreams did I see myself going back and forth between California and Georgia, but look at me now. Currently on the flight home and not yet ready to leave, but high school won't finish itself. My life in California definitely has me way more mesmerized than Georgia, it is way more surreal and movie - like than the 'ol south. I grew up in Georgia but that doesn't mean my heart doesn't long for a city life and streets filled with hippies. Of course, some things people categorize with San Francisco aren't true, but you'll find that anywhere you go My mom lives in Georgia and my dad in California, hence why I go back and forth. I spent 6 months in San Francisco last year, and came back to the south for some reason beyond me (well, it was for my mom mostly, it's hard not having her next to me everyday). Its not that I regret my choice to move back, but if I could change my mind, I would. Granted I have made a couple good friends and have a solid job and grades right now, but it isn't anything that I couldn't have obtained in California. On the bright side, I will be going back for college because why not get as far away from people as I can? I have dreams for my college life and it does not include running into anyone from school.

It won't be long until I'm back at my 2nd home; just next month I will be making this trip once more. It is a long an exhausting flight, but any time spent out here is time not wasted.

Until next time, xoxo

Opening Night

It's never easy to just spill your life into a blog; people from school could find it or people from work and then your whole reputation is ruined. I know that this whole "writing your feeling" thing is healthy and can help me grow as a write and I guess with that I accept anything that can come along with it.

I may not seem any different than the other millions of high school girls, but you'll come to find my life is a little different. Of course, I can't give it all away in the first post. I come with baggage and emotional problems but I have learned how to love everyone, accept people for who they are, live my life how I want to, and not take any shit from anyone.