All over

So today was my last day ever of high school and sweet baby jesus I am so done! I've been thinking back over the past couple of years and everything that has molded me into who I am today and honestly don't regret things I have done, but wish I did let myself go a little more often. I guess the few times that I did let my hair down things went wrong, and so it made me feel as though I can't be that type of girl. This summer will be different though; I want to experience new things and maybe go a little out of my comfort zone sometimes. It has to be good for the soul to branch out, right? Even if I make some rather risky choices, they will be good learning experiences so that I can have myself under control in college. I don't want another boring summer, I have plenty of those under my belt. I just need to keep myself busy and do things that are actually fun instead of sitting at home all day every day eating more than my body can handle. I will spend some time reading in my eno and hanging out with the people that make my soul happy before going out to California. 

Here's to a crazy fun filled summer

xx

Lately it has been going

So the other day I went to the PrOoOoM and it was actually pretty good. I went with an old friend and we had a pretty good time. Getting dressed up was kind of fun, I'm not a heavy make-up wearing kind of girl. My dress started to fall and through the night I began to hate it. I did enjoy a couple of the pictures, they turned out really good. And seeing Neighbors was like the best decision of the night. I have been stressing just a little bit because of a new crush that I wish would just go away right...about...now. But boys must be the least of my worries since it never ends up working out anyway. Can't take anymore broken hearts and months spent wondering what I did wrong. I am strong enough to be on my own and don't need to be in any type of anything. Just going to spend the summer working on myself (both physical and emotional) and work work work. Also, do some crazy stuff with Kar before she leaves forever to go to Tech. 

So, summer goals to end this:

• independence
• intelligence
• financial stability
• cute face
• cute butt
• a little scary

xx