Finally it's over

     So the time has come when the yearbook is pretty much done, THANK GOD. I don't know if I could have taken it any longer. Although there are still a couple pages left, I know nothing about them so I can't possibly finish them; plus, I finished a solid 11 spreads yesterday. 
     On the brighter side, I sent in my housing contract today! I am trying to get into the FIG housing which would be the best and most amazing thing ever, but I am also looking at the FYE as my back up, if they let me even put in a back up. The interesting thing is that they don't have us choose a roommate or even roommate search, they just pair us up. I kind of like that though because then I won't be in a rush to find someone and hope that they will fit well with me you know?
     I have been eating like a big pile of crap so I can't even feel my stomach it hurts so bad. Maybe I will go make a sandwich and that'll make me feel better.

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So, I've Committed

This is it! I have committed to Sonoma State University in Nor Cal. I could not be more excited about making the beautiful wine country my new home! I am paying my dues today and will hopefully get my housing contract on Friday so that I can get a place that I like. I am very nervous about possible roommates being kind of weird but Sonoma is no Georgia Southern so hopefully most of the people that go there will be down to earth and laid back. As long as I have a place with my own room and bathroom though, I will be A OK. 

I have to make my way back to the lady doctor for a lower abdominal ultrasound... I am so excited (said no one ever). The good news is that I hopefully don't work at all this week and I can actually rest and stay off my feet, except when I am working out. I leave for California super soon and I am going to color my hair lighter, visit Sonoma, and see an old friend or two. Time off is exactly what I need right now after so much school work and work work. My 8 hour shift Saturday absolutely killed me, but I am recovering other than the fact that I am completely not reacting to my birth control.

For now I am watching Bates Motel and I am telling you now it is rather f'ed up. It is rather mind boggling and makes you feel super weird about things yet here I am like 4 episodes later still watching it. Maybe I should change back to Desperate Housewives or read Divergent... yeah Divergent sounds amazing actually.

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Good dayz... hooray

Today was a solid 9. I wasn't too exhausted this morning, I did amazing on my math quiz, decided by Plan B for college and had an amazing time at the gym. I did my work out that I found online; it's just a couple different ab exercises followed by cardio. Since I can not seem to find my running shoes, I did the "ski machine" or whatever it is, I call it hell. That thing is KILLER. I could honestly only do a solid 6 minutes on it and then I thought I was going to die; this was probably because I did a ton of squats before it and that is what I plan to blame it on, haha. Also, some cutie pie boys were at the gym today, although they did not look at me since I look like a hot mess, but that is okay since one day I will be a solid rock of hot body and it'll be okay. I ate pretty well today too, not too carb heavy, except for the awesome pop corn I am eating now but it's okay because it's gluten free. 

Well, this lucky chick has word at 5 and I smell like post-gym, blech. Gotta get my pretty on and sell my booty off.

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Back at it

Such a beautiful day outside today that I can't help but be in the best mood ever. My mom finally comes home today too! It has only been a weekend but I sure do miss her. I spent my weekend at my brothers house with him and Morgan and of course their pup LadyBug. Worked a solid 15 hours this weekend which is more than usual and I also got moved to FaShIoNiStA say whaaaaat. I'm so excited!! It adds some pressure for sure with the fact that my sales have to be on point but hey, I'm an Ooley and selling is in our blood. I've calmed down a bit about the whole "still not accepted to SFSU yet" thing and actually called about my ELM test scores since it has been a week since I have taken it and they haven't gotten back to me and turns out they won't be out until April 7.... talk about STRESS. I'm just nervous as to weather or not I "passed." Also regarding college, I think I have decided against my Journalism minor. May or may not want to go into something with fashion but of course none of the colleges I have been accepted to offer any type of fashion program so I will just have to remain in retail and move up in different areas as best I can.

Well, MOM JUST DROVE UP. GTG.

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Sittin, Waitin, Drinkin

Nothing seems to happen as time passes and lately I've been noticing all the wonders happening in other people's lives. Like my enemies getting into their dream colleges, or my ex's making a come back with a beautiful new girl while I sit here eating raw cookie dough. Recently, everything has been so uneventful. I have 0 trips planned, 0 boys I like, and 0 colleges (well, just my dream one) accepting me; so, I sit here. I've been stressing out about the whole yearbook not getting finished, and haven't done anything but work work work. I know I'm not falling behind, I'm just not where other people are and comparing myself to them will only make me feel worse about myself. It won't be long until I'm accepted to college and making plans, and this is only a minor rest time in my future planning.

I'll be okay. I am okay.

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