Trying Something New

So today I decided to try and become part of Seventeen Magazines Social group. I figured why not since I love fashion, social networking, and throwing my opinion out there into the open. My job in retail has shown me that I do truly love fashion and everything that it can say about a person, and I hate working in retail. Maybe it is just my job and my work that treats me as though I am worthless, but I know that I am a powerful and encouraging sales girl and make each of my costumers feel beautiful and flawless. 

On the bright side though, I do get to buy awesome clothes and put together super fun and happy outfits. Here is the OOTD; dElia*s Floral Pants and Forever 21 Pearl Beaded Tank

Starting to Make Changes

Lately I've been thinking of what I want and who I want to be and wow is there a lot of things I need to work on. I want to be a fun person, not have fear about alcohol and parties and meeting new people. I want to go out and do teenage things, kiss boys, go on dates, make friends, take day trips. I don't want to feel like an adult, like I feel now. I want to get in trouble for staying out past curfew and wear risky outfits that make me feel happy. I want to have a lot of friends and always something to do on a friday night. I want my mom to be glad that I'm not always home and let me go out and do whatever. So many things that are currently unchangeable due to my circumstances and must wait until college but I am so impatient. Some things will need to be changed now, and here I am working on them.